homily...

I just realized.. ang ganda ng homily yesterday. Sabi ni father last night, when you ask forgiveness to God, dapat daw, you muddle it up with some actions. Actions such as seeking forgiveness to the person you aggrieved. And also, returning everything you have wronged to that person. Eh I was thinking… what if I don’t know kung what erroneous thing that I have done how will I seek forgiveness to that person, to those people? How can I return anything, kung wala naman akong ginulang sa kapwa ko? I was really thinking kung meron ba talga akong ginawa. Or was I only trying to act clean and pretending as if I did nothing. Really, I am hopelessly confused. I was in fact trying to recall everything. Wala naman ata akong ginawang masama. Was it my fault if they dislike me so much. Was it my fault if I was ugly. Diba sabi naman nila, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Why judge if you don’t know anything. I suppose di ko fault maging hindi super pretty, I remember what my ate used to say, na, kung kamukha mo si Angelina Jolie, then you have the right to say and assess a person whether s/he’s ugly or not. And even if you do look like Angelina, I think,, you shouldn’t condemn a person (well although ganun ako minsan pagnaasar, but di seryso ion.. hehehe..) not unless you know her so much. Na you know how really ugly she is,, di lang sa panlabas kundi sa panloob din. Plus don’t do it at her back, tell to her face. (talk to me!) So, naisip ko din, I have a lot of thorns in my heart, hidden nuisance. Kaya siguro I can’t seek any forgiveness. but if i were to endow forgiveness to someone, I’d be really glad to do so. Kapal ko eh noh,, hai,, I can’t make any move kasi I was truly clueless about this. All I know is that they me so much, and this is not a misunderstanding anymore. Its all about criticizing a person, na you actually don’t know. Oh God, sana maayos na to, I don’t want to be selfish and be the reason of fights. But I am not doing anything. I am just here closed and quiet. I hope you would stop. I wont hide nor run away from you anymore, I wont avoid you as well. I did nothing. And if you want to talk to me, go on. If you’d still want to stab me behind go ahead. Siraan mo na ako sa lahat ng tao na kaya mo. But see, it wont help. Let’s all grew up.

woahh.. jeez. its really been a while... haaii,, anu b ginagawa ko?? what's keeping me busy?? duh, actually nothing.. its just that.. ewan.. hehehe,, i guess im just so busy with so random craziness.. well,, soon enough.. my vacay will end up... and i'd be starting my summer classes.. if only i knew college would this be hard.. i wont study.. hahaha,, as if.. yeah.. on the brighter side.. i would have my allowance for summer.. well.. not bad ayt?? and also.. i would be spending my summer with adrian!! yipee!

geeez... its bin a wyll.. aian 2loi.. d q n lam llgai q d2.. shekz.. nttmad nnm ata aq mg update ng blog q..

nyeh nyeh nyinyeh nye.. di na tuloy ("ata") ang unlogical proj sa socio.. ahahaha... kala mo madali gawin ion.. bukod s magastos.. mahirap kaya.. ala pa sense.. *togoinks*

haaiii.. syang.. i was not able to atend marye's 18th.. hai. alam ko p naman na magigigng super saya nun.. every1 wud/was ther.. at ang buon kapuluan ng san simon.. en my frnds in h.s wud be der.. hai.. if only i cud grow up even 4 a wyl.. maluwag nga c mama,.. pwo s mga ganung gatherings.. off limits pa din ako.. hai hai hai.. sbgay.. di naman pde dn c adrian.. so.. i wil not be able to totaly enjoy the night w/o him db.. so.. pde n rn.. mkikibalita n lhan aq.. hai shet.. mis q n tlga cla.. as in shEt,, wid a capital E.

geez.. i enjoyed this day.. so much.. now lhan ata nanyare n hindi me nabadtrip dahil naglaro c ag ng basketball.. actually,, i enjoyed.. he's friends were actually pretty cool.. kaya lhan.. sadly.. i got pissed pa din.. know y?? kasi.. ang purita ng 1-k (boys..) ion mga naglaro.. eeeewww... juz 50 bucks.. duh.. wats wid u man?? damn poor?? go to hell..! grabe.. kaasar.. and u know.. the game.. from basketball.. turned into boxing.. maghamon daw ba.. haii.. wat a pathetic creation of God.. haaii.. f u cant pay,, dont bet.. easy.. duh.. bonehead.. haii.. dibale.. pogee naman silang lhat compare dun s mga ion..lalong lalo n ang mahal ko.. i wonder.. wala siguro tubig sa kanila.. mga mukang di nakakatikim ng paligo aba.. hehehe.. peace.. maya gulpihin n nila ko.. hehehe.. sabay ganun aba..

lessons learned:
1st impression.. DONT last..
bring enough money..
dont play if u cant handle..
dont bet.. if u dont have something to give..
keep your word..
i love my life!

huhuhu.. i mis kitkat... i wonder.. kamusta n kaia ion..

btw, kitkat was our neat cat s chapel.. dat was when my dad went to sum great place..

basta alam nio n ion.. hehehe..

until now..

nainiwala pa din me.. n si kitkat ay baka c dadi.. noh?? i mis kitkat...

rest... even 4 a wyl..

rest... even 4 a wyl..

hai.. thank heavens! wla pasok 4 monday and tues!! woah!! wish granted.. makapagpahinga na din.. hehehe.. kahit nalugi ako ng 500,, dhel walang baon.. huhuhuhu.. but anyways.. at lis i cud get to rest 4 a while.. plus.. wala naman masayadong home works.. cool!! and.. the paascu-thing is over.. i min.. nxtyr n daw i-pupushtru... nyc nyc nyc.. wyl 'd porfs r away.. we cud a rest.. haii.. sulitin na toh!!!!!

haaiii

exhausted?? not really,, grbe.. napaka init this days noh?? syemz..

grbe... paascu,,(tma b?) n nxt wik.. en.. grbe.. sa pnapasok n 2 ng skul.. students ang wasted.. well.. actually,, d nman.. kk bdrp lhan s fil.. msayado demanding,, theatre vid an nirerequest ni prof daniel.. syekz.. demanding db?? at 50% agad ng finals namin un! tama b naman un.. thank God n lhan.. wala ako role dun.. hahaha.. pwo.. khet n.. kkpgod p dn un ah..

nga pala syempre,, may pics din kami.. hehehe.. di ko na sinama sa animals kasi baka di na kami madistinguish.. nyak2.. hehehe.. what a lovely pair..

this were the pictures taken last last saturday, i forgot the date, basta saturday yun, we went to tagaytay mini park to do adrian's e.e proj. grabe ung proj n ion! husle!, nyweiz,, we enjoyed nmn the trip, ung pasyal2 and stuffs, i was even the cameragurl of their grup,, neat db? hehe, at lis im use ful, they even asked me to clime this wall or window, whatever for their final shoot, o db, hehehe demanding, jokes! peace.. hehehe,, but nag enjoy talaga ko, ganun lang pala kadali pumunta sa tagaytay, well, piece od advice, dont go there with just 500 buks wid u,, or else, wala ka.. hehehe,, aun lhan.. hai.. kelan ba matatapos ang mga proj na toh.,, kelan?? but i admit.. tiring but enjoying..

i juz uploaded pictures s photobukcet ko!! wuu,, ala,, xer q lhan.. hehehe.. ds2 q lhan ipost cla isa2 d2.. db?? fun fun.. nyoks.. hehehe,, duh wats hapening to me

har har har.. im too busy with my life.. and i hate it!

sbe na e..

hai.. geez.. sbe n e.. 1s nag online ako.. i cant control my self.. at wala n ako magagawa.. promis.. mag didisconnect n ako.. now na.. eto n nga e oh! geezz..

::addicted::

thank God, or else your dead...

the homliy says:
"love your enemies,,,"
"don't do unto others.. what you don't want others do unto you..."
"FORGIVE... and you shall be forgiven..."

ok fyn.. pasalamt ka nakinig ako sa homily.. besides.. 1st tym m nmn e.. so.. peace? i guess..

a bitchy week.. damn..

haii.. i hav so many reasons to get pissed,, i just forgot most of them.. (thank God..) but,, i cud still remember the recent ones..

hai.. so to start.. las feb 14,, yeah.. heart's day.. i cried for the most random things...! actualy.. days b4 dat,... nagta2ntroms na ako.. great db?? topakin ko! yu wana knw 'd reason?? wel.. gusto ko kasi ng boquet of flowers.. as in flowerssss mega plural form.. kindda demanding,, kaya i was not able to appreciate the flowers i receive.. and for that.. i cried.. i know its my fault.. but,, i guess,, nature n ng gurls to be like that,, to be mushy,, hahaha..

and,, another.. just today... ang ganda n ng araw ko.. my guy and i was happily strolling around the super market looking 4 what to buy,, at ng may makain kame,, until we passed by this red disgusting lingirie.. and my guy started saying n.. alam m bhe,, sbe ni XXXXXX,, pasuot ko daw yan sayo.. and for me,, that was not a nice joke ryt?? see through night gown??? na red?? what do you think of me thinking of you... hehehe.. anyways.. aion nga.. i got pissed off.. as in to da max.. na if i cud get to see XXXXXX that moment,, sasapakin ko sya,, i was even going to text him! but adrian refused.. so.. i cried,,, then,, aion ok n.. hehehe,, but... here is what i got to say..

im not like your grl XXXXXX,, u knw what im talking about.. besides,,, d taio close,, en even though we are,, stik diz to your mind,, make sure dat nxt tym u make fun of me behind my bak.. cgurduhn m n d mkkrating skn,, or else,, now.. pplgpsin q 2.. but nxtym,, shit,, go to hell!

y is it a big deal?? hell u care!!!

hahaha...

whatever things..

hai.. now,, im done.. what a week.. so many things to do.. so little time.. sheeks.. almost lahat ata ng subjects ko may exam.. samantala,, as i can remember.. lagi naman kami walang class.. pissed.. just wondering,, panu ko kay sisimulan tapusin ang obligations ko.. haii.. hope i could make it!!