homily...

I just realized.. ang ganda ng homily yesterday. Sabi ni father last night, when you ask forgiveness to God, dapat daw, you muddle it up with some actions. Actions such as seeking forgiveness to the person you aggrieved. And also, returning everything you have wronged to that person. Eh I was thinking… what if I don’t know kung what erroneous thing that I have done how will I seek forgiveness to that person, to those people? How can I return anything, kung wala naman akong ginulang sa kapwa ko? I was really thinking kung meron ba talga akong ginawa. Or was I only trying to act clean and pretending as if I did nothing. Really, I am hopelessly confused. I was in fact trying to recall everything. Wala naman ata akong ginawang masama. Was it my fault if they dislike me so much. Was it my fault if I was ugly. Diba sabi naman nila, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Why judge if you don’t know anything. I suppose di ko fault maging hindi super pretty, I remember what my ate used to say, na, kung kamukha mo si Angelina Jolie, then you have the right to say and assess a person whether s/he’s ugly or not. And even if you do look like Angelina, I think,, you shouldn’t condemn a person (well although ganun ako minsan pagnaasar, but di seryso ion.. hehehe..) not unless you know her so much. Na you know how really ugly she is,, di lang sa panlabas kundi sa panloob din. Plus don’t do it at her back, tell to her face. (talk to me!) So, naisip ko din, I have a lot of thorns in my heart, hidden nuisance. Kaya siguro I can’t seek any forgiveness. but if i were to endow forgiveness to someone, I’d be really glad to do so. Kapal ko eh noh,, hai,, I can’t make any move kasi I was truly clueless about this. All I know is that they me so much, and this is not a misunderstanding anymore. Its all about criticizing a person, na you actually don’t know. Oh God, sana maayos na to, I don’t want to be selfish and be the reason of fights. But I am not doing anything. I am just here closed and quiet. I hope you would stop. I wont hide nor run away from you anymore, I wont avoid you as well. I did nothing. And if you want to talk to me, go on. If you’d still want to stab me behind go ahead. Siraan mo na ako sa lahat ng tao na kaya mo. But see, it wont help. Let’s all grew up.

woahh.. jeez. its really been a while... haaii,, anu b ginagawa ko?? what's keeping me busy?? duh, actually nothing.. its just that.. ewan.. hehehe,, i guess im just so busy with so random craziness.. well,, soon enough.. my vacay will end up... and i'd be starting my summer classes.. if only i knew college would this be hard.. i wont study.. hahaha,, as if.. yeah.. on the brighter side.. i would have my allowance for summer.. well.. not bad ayt?? and also.. i would be spending my summer with adrian!! yipee!

geeez... its bin a wyll.. aian 2loi.. d q n lam llgai q d2.. shekz.. nttmad nnm ata aq mg update ng blog q..

nyeh nyeh nyinyeh nye.. di na tuloy ("ata") ang unlogical proj sa socio.. ahahaha... kala mo madali gawin ion.. bukod s magastos.. mahirap kaya.. ala pa sense.. *togoinks*

haaiii.. syang.. i was not able to atend marye's 18th.. hai. alam ko p naman na magigigng super saya nun.. every1 wud/was ther.. at ang buon kapuluan ng san simon.. en my frnds in h.s wud be der.. hai.. if only i cud grow up even 4 a wyl.. maluwag nga c mama,.. pwo s mga ganung gatherings.. off limits pa din ako.. hai hai hai.. sbgay.. di naman pde dn c adrian.. so.. i wil not be able to totaly enjoy the night w/o him db.. so.. pde n rn.. mkikibalita n lhan aq.. hai shet.. mis q n tlga cla.. as in shEt,, wid a capital E.

geez.. i enjoyed this day.. so much.. now lhan ata nanyare n hindi me nabadtrip dahil naglaro c ag ng basketball.. actually,, i enjoyed.. he's friends were actually pretty cool.. kaya lhan.. sadly.. i got pissed pa din.. know y?? kasi.. ang purita ng 1-k (boys..) ion mga naglaro.. eeeewww... juz 50 bucks.. duh.. wats wid u man?? damn poor?? go to hell..! grabe.. kaasar.. and u know.. the game.. from basketball.. turned into boxing.. maghamon daw ba.. haii.. wat a pathetic creation of God.. haaii.. f u cant pay,, dont bet.. easy.. duh.. bonehead.. haii.. dibale.. pogee naman silang lhat compare dun s mga ion..lalong lalo n ang mahal ko.. i wonder.. wala siguro tubig sa kanila.. mga mukang di nakakatikim ng paligo aba.. hehehe.. peace.. maya gulpihin n nila ko.. hehehe.. sabay ganun aba..

lessons learned:
1st impression.. DONT last..
bring enough money..
dont play if u cant handle..
dont bet.. if u dont have something to give..
keep your word..
i love my life!

huhuhu.. i mis kitkat... i wonder.. kamusta n kaia ion..

btw, kitkat was our neat cat s chapel.. dat was when my dad went to sum great place..

basta alam nio n ion.. hehehe..

until now..

nainiwala pa din me.. n si kitkat ay baka c dadi.. noh?? i mis kitkat...

rest... even 4 a wyl..

rest... even 4 a wyl..

hai.. thank heavens! wla pasok 4 monday and tues!! woah!! wish granted.. makapagpahinga na din.. hehehe.. kahit nalugi ako ng 500,, dhel walang baon.. huhuhuhu.. but anyways.. at lis i cud get to rest 4 a while.. plus.. wala naman masayadong home works.. cool!! and.. the paascu-thing is over.. i min.. nxtyr n daw i-pupushtru... nyc nyc nyc.. wyl 'd porfs r away.. we cud a rest.. haii.. sulitin na toh!!!!!

haaiii

exhausted?? not really,, grbe.. napaka init this days noh?? syemz..

grbe... paascu,,(tma b?) n nxt wik.. en.. grbe.. sa pnapasok n 2 ng skul.. students ang wasted.. well.. actually,, d nman.. kk bdrp lhan s fil.. msayado demanding,, theatre vid an nirerequest ni prof daniel.. syekz.. demanding db?? at 50% agad ng finals namin un! tama b naman un.. thank God n lhan.. wala ako role dun.. hahaha.. pwo.. khet n.. kkpgod p dn un ah..